This blog is about what I really want right now and who are a few of my fashion inspirations.
Chase Crawford and Rupert Grint and the trench coat / pea coat. 

just look. I also like the way they both paired it with slim leg jeans and smart shoes :)

A weird dream.

My dream last night.
It was the end part of the dream that matters because the other parts are not that important like running around NYC while it's raining but this dream we where in Niall Donnerz house pre drinking, Me, Niall, Andy and Alan, when Niall's mom walks in and starts complaining about Niall's posters so Niall says he'll take them down tomorrow and she's like do your friends have posters on their walls? I was like 'yes' since I do. She wasn't impressed.
She then leaves the room and we're like whatever lets continue drinking. :P She comes back in and starts saying that she was told by Alan and Claire that if they use mixer high in Transfats they get drunk quicker and she was trying to get a rise out of one of us but we're all just leaving her. She leaves but stands in the hall and talks to Niall when I say to how cheeky she was, while we're still in earshot of her, to Andy. She starts complaining at me about how Alan was the one that said it (about the trans fats not the cheeky comment)  and that she's not and how she's just quoting him. I walk out so I'm face to face with her and start talking about how it's still cheeky even if you're just quoting somebody and how it's so silly that an old woman is trying to get a rise from people who in there late teens / early 20s.
She walks down the stairs still facing me and says something along the lines "So it must run in your family walking out on people when they need you."
Alan, Andy and Niall where all like "what?! that has nothing to do with what is being spoken about!" 
I asked "What do you mean? My dad and my grandfather never left there families" I said it while keeping my voice calm even though I wanted to push her down the stairs.
Then she started talking about my brother and his girlfriends relationship. About how she's pregnant and he doesn't want the kid and how she's keeping it and how they're still going to date but not date date like she's going to help but doesn't want to be the father and stuff like that. I walked down the stairs to face her just as I got to there Alan grabbed my arm and pulled me back saying she's not worth it, how we're going some where else and how much of a low blow that was.
All in all it was a weird dream.

Scott Disick.

I adore this guy and I find myself constantly admiring him when I watch any of the later series of Keeping up with the Kardashians. He was such a douche in the first couple of seasons, he went on drunken rampages, kicked the shit out of Rob Kardashian, wouldn't stop partying even with the love of his life was hiding in the other room but since he cut down on drinking and partying he has actually become my such an inspiration to me.

When he wears outfits like this;

and Tweets Kim things like this:

and acts like this on the show

how could you not love him. He has grown up on the show, he has shown so much of different side of himself to us viewers. He ads more depth to the show with his general wit, sarcasm and sassy nature that he is the reason I still watch even with the last season being so terrible. He was there for Kim when she was going though shit and he has actually became such an active member of the family. Kourtney is lucky to have him :) I love Scott Disick.

Sad enough post.

I have no idea what is going on but in the last week and a half I have seen quite a few of my friends crying and it is really upsetting for me to watch, from break ups to deaths.
I trying to be there while also giving people their space because I know from first hand how horrible it is when you need to be alone and nobody will leave you alone. When you feel like you're going to break down any minute by the suffocating amount of pain you're in... It was also so sad when one of the people said "It's the first person I have been close with to die" and I remember being there. I actually remember saying something very similar to that as well so it really hurt when they said it, but from this side I now see that it's a natural part of life...
It is a horrible thought but we're not going to be here forever but if you want to do something go do it. Go hard or go home! You're going to more bitter about the things you don't do in life than the things you do do :) If you want to go to Brazil go! If you want here is a video that really inspired me.

I don't want my friends to be sad because it sucks to see people that you care about hurting.
Thank you for listening to me ramble about this. I just wanted to get it off my chest.

Feedback is appreciated. The good the bad and of course the beautiful people who read this ;)

An Introduction to me.

Hi, I decided to make a blog. I have no idea what I want to put on here so I might just make short blog updates on my thoughts / opinions. 

So here is an introduction to me. I'm Tommy, 21 years old and I live in Letterkenny, Its a nice enough area with nice enough people. I have a job, I work in Dominos Pizza as a Customer Sales Rep at the moment and I love it. I am a massive fan of TV but I love to many shows to list without this become a really long and annoying blog. Maybe that'll be my next blog. Ha! 

Well anyway I hope you enjoy. :) Give me feedback.